introducing cat lily- the feline love of my life hailing from small town illinois. she is prudent beyond her 2 years, despite her birthday being april one. with a public attitude that can only label her as griper, grouser, growler, grumbler, or plain old grump... she and i share a secret society love affair consisting of delightful snuggles, kisses and fond glances. Though lily would never admit to this, she is one syrupy morsel. This blog is in fact dedicated to lil, but will not entirely consist of picture after picture of a sleeping cat (i promise).
the fact is, i have replaced the void in my life with my cat. this is a self-diagnosis, of course, but an easy one to make. let me introduce myself. i am emily, wife to tim. we are in our mid 20's and have been married for just under 3 years. tim is simple and caring. he loves sports and hates cats. he prefers ground beef with ranch dressing and a salt shaker any day of the week. he sparkles with any mention of the 90's, from bulls sweatpants to the fresh prince. yes, i'm rolling my eyes. we are oposites in almost every interest, except for the fact that we care enough about each other to cultivate affection for the loves of our counter. tim can now be caught sneaking late night conversations with lily concerning urgent matters such as the whereabouts of pink mousey; and yes, one might now happen upon a covertly hidden jock jams CD in my car.
our families are cartoon characters in themselves, destined for the smearable pastel pages of the sunday funnies. among them, a four-and-a-half foot mother-in-law boasting a southern accent she has somehow maintained after leaving her hometown more than 20 years ago. an even shorter grandmother, lovingly referred to as gigi by her 6 children and their armies of offspring, who will insist till the day she dies that her roots are irish and that my curly hair looks a-mess. a mom that doubtlessly loves me more than anyone else ever could, but somehow manages to be the source of a lion's share of frustrations.
right, back to the void. you see, tim and i are the owners of a very quiet room. it is painted green and is lovingly piled with stuffed bears, masking-taped dr. suess tales and overpriced totes. it's walls are covered with scraps of vintage dick and jane fabric framed by colorful wood. a red rope used to string crisp white paper snowflakes is tacked over a tiny vacent bed. this room doesnt represent our loss. no, it represents our what-is-to-come. we are adopting one or two children from the foster care system, since getting pregnant would have been difficult for us. deciding against fertility treatment, we launched project adoption and have been living it ever since. 6 1/2 months have passed and we are activly waiting. because our children will come to us from foster care, we daily taste the emotions associated with our situation. not only the anxiety of the unknown, but the sickening thoughts that at this moment our children could very well be holed up in a place where they feel no love, receive no care, and dont yet know that they are our everything. because of such sensations i must engulf myself with the unconditional love of god, tim, or families and of course...my cat lil!
this blog will be testiments of the happy things, events and progressions of our adoption, and the world according to the Great Distraction :)